Tuesday, June 5, 2012

A Relook At The Ungrateful Adopted Child

A while back, I posted about the ungrateful adopted child.  During the time I wrote that particular post, there was a lot going on in our home.  Not wanting to get angry or resentful, but feeling and observing that Sporty was not necessarily displaying what I would describe as a grateful heart, I chose to flip it around a little bit.  Instead of focusing on what I observed to be an ungrateful attitude in our son, I chose to look at the many ways Christians are ungrateful for all that we have been given.  In short, all of us are ungrateful adopted children in one way or another.  By changing my perspective on this issue, it made a world of a difference.  Instead of becoming angry, I asked God to remind me of my own ungrateful heart, to point out when I was not being thankful, and help me see my child's heart.  Because honestly, I already knew that Sporty's actions and/or reactions had little to do with actually being ungrateful and a WHOLE LOT to do with everything in his life that he has little control over.  I was just tired...completely spent.  The first year home with any adopted child/children can really be a difficult time as families transition and when I just wanted to Sporty to be grateful, he was instead being....pretty much a normal twelve-year-old, except that he was in a fairly new country with a fairly new family, where everything looks, sounds, smells, and tastes completely different.  


Perhaps some of you have have adopted children who appear to be ungrateful as well.  Not being thankful about a certain gift.  Asking for a name brand item when you were sure the generic brand would be just fine.  Not looking people in the eye and saying please or thank you.  Flat out ignoring people when they are speaking to him/her.  Constantly asking for things and more things when in your mind you are thinking, "Really?  Last month you didn't own one pair of shoes or anything that played music and now all of the sudden you think you are entitled to whatever exceedingly high cost fly-by-the night brand you lay eyes on?  How did this happen?  What can we do about it?"  Diving deeper into what appears on the surface to be an ungrateful heart, I was able to uncover a few gems. 


First of all, we need to consider cultural differences.  Could any of the perceived ungratefulness be chalked up to different cultures?  Without a doubt!  For example, and this is just one example, in Sporty's home country for him to look me, his mother, in the eye could be offensive.  In America, we want our children to look at us to make sure they acknowledge what is being said.  So, we worked on this.  I forbade him to turn his back on me when I am talking to him.  No exceptions.  Since I am pretty sure that is universally rude, that was a no brainer.  As for the eye contact, we are working on it.  I don't want to strip away his culture and definitely appreciate and respect that he is trying to respect me, but I also desire for him to learn cultural norms here...for school, relationships, and his future!  


Second, we live in a country of excess.  I was amazed at how quickly our son transitioned from not owning a single possession to asking for pretty everything in sight.  Honestly, can you blame the kids in a sense?  Our eyes don't see what their new-to-America eyes see.  Picture Willy Wonka's Chocolate Factory or something similar.  They have hit the jackpot.  Useless items everywhere for the taking!  Do they understand value?  Prices?  That we are not rich?  That we just broke the bank on the adoption itself?  Not unless we teach them, so I put the kibosh on the "I-wanna-have-it-itis" early on.  VERY. EARLY. ON.  It went like this: Sporty: I want an iPod Toosh (obviously meaning touch).  Me: No, you can't have that.  They are expensive and you are not getting one.  Sporty: I want another pair of shoes.  Me: No, the ones you have area just fine and until you grow out of them they will be the only sneakers you will have.  This went on for months.  I would give reasons, explain how money is earned and how we spend it, and would also state that that there is a time for gifts, and that time is not every day.  We have necessities and the rest are wants.  


Third, control or lack of control.  Thinking of all the changes in our son's life in such a short period, it is no wonder he may feel a bit out of control or unsure.  Many of us have control issues.  When we feel like (insert whatever) is out of our control, we develop unique coping mechanisms.  For example, I am a runner.  Whenever I feel stressed, upset, or frazzled, I lace up and hit the streets or trails.  Kids generally don't have these skills (unless they have been coached) to identify their triggers and come up with practical solutions.  They may never have been taught how to communicate their feelings or emotions, especially if this was not common in their culture.  Perhaps Sporty asking for material things was just a way that he was trying to communicate something immaterial was missing.  Trying to fill a void if you will.  Thankfully, Sporty can actually communicate quite effectively.  He may not want to, but if I am able to get him to relax and feel secure, he usually opens up about whatever may be bothering him.  Then, we talk and I can reassure him as best as possible. 


Finally, there are so many things beneath the surface.  Please, please don't assume that your child is truly ungrateful.  I imagine that they will not understand the enormity of what has happened in their lives until much later.  Remember, they are only kids and we cannot ask kids to deal with adult issues.  What appears to be ungratefulness might just be uncertainty, insecurity, hormones, fear, or any combination of things.  Try to figure out creative ways to dig beneath the surface so you can discover your child's heart.  In our home, that has made all the difference.  A smiling face and good soccer skills does not mean our child has not suffered severe grief and loss.  Our son and your child have left their country and culture, moved halfway around the world to a place where most don't yet speak the language, and are calling strange new people mom and dad.  Some have siblings perhaps for the time, all are asked to meet countless new expectations, maybe without even understanding what the expectations are.  Imagine how you might feel?  Imagine being in a foreign country without an interpreter and knowing that this. is. it.  There is no going back.  Make it or break it.  That scares me and I am a grown adult!  


Do we need to teach our children to be respectful?  Of course.  Can we teach our children to have a grateful heart.  Yes, I believe so!  Are some of  our children's actions rude or inappropriate regardless of culture and therefore need to be dealt with accordingly?  Sure thing!  Since my first post nearly six months ago we have had lesson after lesson on being grateful and what that means.  How do we show we are grateful?  What words or gestures could be used?  How do we properly thank people?  What are appropriate responses in such-and-such social situation?  All of these things take time.  There are so many changes going on in such a short period.  Emotions are all over the place.  We are tired.  Our children are tired.  We are stressed.  Our children feel our stress and react to it.  It is hard.  It is rewarding.  Is is where Jesus' heart is, friends!  So, stay on the path.  Get help when needed: for yourself, your child, your family.  And, be sure to always ask yourself if what you are seeing on the surface is truly your child's heart or merely just a symptom of something greater going on inside.  Finally, remain His humble servant.  Remember why you started down this road don't lose hope.  We are all on this journey together!  

But he gives us more grace.  That is why Scripture says: "God opposed the proud but gives grace to the humble." James 4:6
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9 comments:

  1. Monica, very well spoken. Add into your reasons developmental level. Adolescents are at a very self-absorbed phase in development, even the kindest, most grateful of them. Thinking back on my adolescence, I can't count the number of times Kim and I were told we were being self-centered...and we were. It's part of the phase, and will pass when adolescence passes. Sporty is blessed to have a mother who look for the deeper reasons for things and doesn't just assume what seems obvious. Love you!

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  2. Thanks, Kelly! You are so correct....we can all be self-absorbed in those tween/teen years. Such a difficult and awkward time in life. We are definitely blessed with a child who is truly compassionate. All of this other stuff, you are right...will pass...and I am told we miss it when it does. If we could only bottle time!

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  3. Great practical advice! I remember the ungratefulness being so overwhelming the first year. Slowly it has abated, but still can still rear its ugly head. I recognized our children's ungratefulness surface mostly during times of insecurity over their place in our family. Something good happens to one of their siblings (who were not adopted), they pout and moan about not getting the same - even if they could never use the same thing or it was completely inappropriate for them. Their first Christmas home was tough. Even the second was hard - AND THEY GOT THE MOST EXPENSIVE GIFTS!! We didn't plan it that way, it is just how it worked out. Somehow, in their minds (especially my son's) to get a ton of stuff and be spoiled was some sort of proof they were loved as much as their siblings. To be denied anything was "proof" he wasn't special in our eyes.

    I'm not sure I have any other suggestions or advice... one step at a time. One ungrateful situation at a time. Try not to look at each correction as "Here we go again!" Rather approach it with, "Christ's love THROUGH me into him/her again." That takes great faith; constant hope in His promises for you, your children and your entire family.

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    1. Shari,
      Thanks for sharing! It's good to know others go through similar situations. It is interesting to find out that so many others have children that equate buying them things/giving them stuff with love. I think that so many of us are just not prepared for the ungratefulness. It is definitely not easy to swallow for parents who are completely spent emotionally, physically, and financially. You are so right though...Christ's love and healing is what helps us grow!

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  4. Hey! I read your post. Speaking from my own experience, it's quite difficult to fully adjust to a new country and a new culture of course a new family. Thinking about your child from another country, sociological imignation can speak for it. Social structure , family history or biography are connected. These can affect how people approach life or other things. As adoptive parents they may expect their adoptees to feel grateful what they are doing providing a new future . However, as adoptees they have gone through so much. They left their culture friends behind. Just join in a new family which takes so much courage. In their mind a concept of family is very different from what they are experiencing. It may difficult for them to rebuild trust or sense of community. Adoptees may ask you for things they want; this could happen because they may be told or see that is family is supposed to do so,. If theit needs are not met. They start to have doubt . Well it is important to understand adoptees from where they come from. Put pieces together see them as individual.thanks

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    1. I love how you mention social structure, family history, and biology being connected. That is exactly the point I was hoping to make. So many things are going on...the child's unique history and physiological makeup, family situation, local culture, etc. Then, add all of the changes that come with adapting to a new family and culture, and one can only imagine how much stress that puts on a child. Thanks for sharing some of your personal story!

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  5. Wow thanks, !!! I never new about the eye contact thing I just thought our son was very shy and hard for him to receive affection. Especially since when we were in ET everyone seems to be very affectionate, so the eye contact thing seems like an oxymoron?? I would love to know more cultural things like this do you have any websites or books for suggestions??
    -S

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    1. I'll have to check my bookmarks and bookshelves. Keep in mind there are so many cultures and subcultures so what may be a good generalization in one geographic area, could not apply to others. To clarify the eye contact thing, Sporty WILL make eye contact with me during regular conversations. He is very affectionate and tuned in to conversations. He looks down or away when he has broken a rule or gotten in trouble and I am speaking in a disciplinary manner. I have observed that is is virtually impossible for him to look me in the eye during those times. (He also told me why he could not.) So, as long as he doesn't turn his back and he acknowledges what is being communicated, I don't push this. HOWEVER, I have also observed this contradictory 'shy nuance' thing that you describe. I was told from an Ethiopian friend that this is cultural. We are working through because what one may think is being shy, another may think is being rude. What have you observed? Do you kids always appear shy or just in certain circumstances. I will try to elaborate on 'shy nuance' soon.

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  6. I am in the same situation right now. I was forced to adopting my nephew when he was 5 because his mother was abusiveand she cannot afford to raise him at the time. It was difficult for her to give him up but after her boyfriend (boy's father) encouraged her, she gave in. I promised her that he will always be her son and that the only reason why I was adopting him is because I had to cover his insurance, etc. I grew up in a semi-dysfunctional family. Anger, mistrust and violent tempers are the norms. Part of the reason why I came to this country is to get away from that norm. It was not easy having him now as a part of my family, because he essentially broguht all those feelings back. He is so much like his mother. Attractive outside but very UGLY inside. Fast forward into now. He is a freshman in highschool and he is very shallow, arrogant and feels very 'entitled.' I am having a difficulty dealing with that now and it truly drains me. I feel like it takes away from my other 3 children who are 'naturally' grateful ones. He keeps demanding the same priviledges as they have. Infact, he has more. His parents never fail to send him presents for birthdays and holidays, so in effect, he gets double presents. And yet, he gets lowest GPAs out of all the children. He gets more attention from his father (academic tutor) than any of the kids but he refuses to work as hard as the other 3. He is constantly in the pricipal's office for misbehavior, while the other kids are constantly receiving accolades. I am trying to be patient but its really, really hard.

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